So this is going to be a bit of a strange update to the thread...
As the last post stated, I had a trackday booked with the GUESSWORK guys at the end of August which I (and the other lads) had been trying hard to get the car ready for with all the fancy and shiny new bits. Left on the list were brakes and an alignment...
A better photo of the full rear coil for reference related to the previous post.
Before it could be aligned we needed to work out the fitment on the Protracks as I'd owned them for 6 months at this point and not actually run them on the car. The test drive was not successful and whilst turning round one of the arch brackets caught the tyre on full lock and put a nasty cut into it. So it was off to my good friends garage to sort this out!
We beat the bracket back and then put some underseal spray stuff over the bare metal. At the same time we fitted fresh MS Custom Engineering calipers, some Brembo High carbon grooved disks and PBS ProRace front pads to the car.
I then booked the alignment for the week before I was due to go on holiday up until the track day.
Anyway, the weather was great and so I used the car for a couple of days before going on holiday. I even 3D printed a water bottle holder to solve the cup holder issue! Howeve, whilst using the car and ripping it about it went into limp mode a couple of times which was worrying and I knew that time was running out to get it sorted for the Oulton. I sort of ignored it and it did go away but had thoughts of what it could be began to start playing on my mind...
It came back from alignment but I wasn't particularly happy. The settings weren't as I had asked (but I was in a rush when I picked the car up and misread the readout) but I didn't have time to try and get it back to the garage to be sorted before I went away - which would have left me at a detriment before Oulton. This was disappointing.
I decided to change the wheels back to the 2118s ready for the drive up and when I took the car back to the storage unit it went straight into limp mode again. I've got AA cover and so I got them to come to my house and scan the car and it seemed to be a ground issue, so I fitted another strap from the engine to the battery which seemed to fix the issue on start-up, but as soon as I drove it, limp mode was back.
Time had basically run out at this point to sort stuff and I decided to cancel my spot at Oulton. This was gutting as a huge amount of work from friends (and money from me!) had recently gone into the car attempting to get it there.
Protrack pics from initial test
I cancelled Oulton, went on holiday and ignored it for a while. Unsurprisingly, this lifted what felt like a huge burden of pressure from me. The car was always a big source of joy, but I hadn't been enjoying it properly for a while and so motivation was at an all time low. I went to Oulton and all the GUESSWORK guys were all saying that I should just get it sorted but my heart was not in it anymore. It felt strange not driving with all my mates, but honestly having a day out with them all was such a laugh and not having to worry about the stress of the car breaking, me crashing it or something else untoward happening was just plain nice. I just want to have a good time with my friends which is what I had - even without a car.
Motivation this year from myself had been pretty low to do jobs on the car and the pushes had come from my friends to get it sorted. However, I had probably been too quick to spend money on the car this year and whilst I was away I had time to think on whether I had thought it would be worth carrying on with it. My lifestyle has changed since I originally bought the car (from being a uni student, to now a qualified engineer working in the automotive industry), and I end up travelling a lot for business. This takes up a lot of my time and when I am back, my weekends have been taken up working on the car and it had been feeling like at each pay day, the car would come first as there was always something that I needed to buy/pay someone to fix on it.
Now, I hadn't minded doing this when I got the use from the car as I used to get enormous joy from it, but having to fix it constantly and it never being ready to "just use" was getting wearing and it wasn't really fitting in with my lifestyle anymore. If the car was in it's less modified state (say as it was 18months ago when it worked the best), my feelings might have been different, but really - I had been spending the money on parts rather than actually using the car which is where I get the enjoyment. I really missed just being able to jump in it and go and unfortunately I hadn't been able to trust the car for a quite a while.
I'm good mates with James at JMRS and so when I came back, we got talking and ended up deciding that the car would be broken before my next work trip. This was quite a big decision to come to, but again, it felt like this burden was going to be lifted. We broke it the weekend of the 8th September and everything (bar the cage) was out by the end of the Sunday.
My original thoughts were that the shell would be scrapped which although sad, would be pleasing in a certain way as I had taken the car from standard and now it would end with me also. However, James mentioned that he could make use of it and so I thought that if the shell would be able to bring him anywhere near as much joy as it had brought me over the time I had owned it, then why should I stop it from "living on".
Now even though a lot of parts had been fitted in the few weeks prior (most below 200miles use), and that the car may have only needed "a few quid more" to sort, I couldn't continue to gamble with it. I also do actually want to own a few other cars whilst I still have the chance and all the cash tied up in the car basically was confining me to a 20 year old French Hatchback. My daily is a Fiesta ST180 and it reminds me a lot of the Clio when I first bought it and that gives me the "quick" FWD hatch fix. The mileage I had done in the Clio basically matched what I had done in the ST the weekend that we broke it and so there was a pleasing feeling that the "baton was being handed over".
Even though the breaking decision came around relatively quickly, thoughts of the car going had been around for a while. The fact that I wouldn't be able to drive it again took a while to sink in as driving the car was an environment that I felt so comfortable in. Owning the car allowed me to meet so many people (some of whom I'm now proud to know and call my friends) and I have so many memories (most good but some bad) attached to it, but these friendships don't end with the car and I will still have all the memories of course!
I bought the car on the 24/02/2019 and the mileage was ~120,800. The final journey (under my ownership and as the car that I built), was the 08/09/2023 and the mileage was 161,243. It was a damn good car and I am proud to have owned it. This blog, along with the Instagram account @kiffle_ is also a good place that I can look back on the progress of the car. Maybe it will be updated with another car one day and a new thread started somewhere else on the web!
Clio 182? Completed it mate.